This is just something simple I did yesterday to try and calm my mind.

The Consultant said Freddie could come home yesterday so I was getting excited

and waiting again to hear when.

Time passed and I felt sure he was just going to walk in and surprise me!

Then at 5pm. he rang and said No. As he'd been sick in the night they suggested

one more day in hospital.

I was so upset and disappointed, when I put the phone down I cried like a baby.

Almost two weeks of  'managing' alone I thought I'd at  least  have some company,

even if he can't do much.

So, another lesson learned. Don't count your chickens etc.

So we'll see what happens today........