Just a little fantasy today.
I often tell how I lose myself in a Fantasy world. I need that at the moment...
Nobody here ever tells me how they cope with pain.....
How do you cope when it even invades your sleep
and gives you psychadelic dreams?
Pain is such a personal thing....doctors often ask you..on a scale of 1 to 10, what number is your pain?
Do you give it a number, or a colour or what?
Do you love it or hate it? Do you meditate?
I've tried everything I know.... but you can't spend all day in meditation or a dream world.
Everyday Life has to go on.
Sometimes I am in such a depressive state I wonder if I can go on...
Is it really worth dragging yourself around, when every little thing is such an effort, something as trivial as cleaning your teeth for instance...
More times than I like to think, I doubt my Faith...
Then I think of my loved ones and somehow or other I drag myself up again.
I am thankful for the wonders of nature, the roses in my garden, the birds feeding on the bird table and the bees working away in my flowers, the butterflies drifting by my window....
all little pieces of magic in my life and I am glad to be alive.
Please, please, leave me a little message to tell me how you cope!
With my love and blessings,
June xxxxx